I know it's been awhile since I have checked in here,but I thought you would all like to know that I have celebrated my 1 yr anniversary of being drug free on dec. 10,2006. My new job and alot of family issues have kept me away from a NA meeting in a month or so but I still did it. I still take it one day at a time and have not had any urges. I am very grateful that I am drug free and hopefully if I take one day at a time I will remain so for many years to come. I am still picking up the pieces and putting my life together from when I did use and it is slowly going in forward mode. I have a job and it's actually not a bad job for a restaurant job and I even have the backing from a couple of my managers.I hope you all have a safe and prosperous holiday season.